The Writing Knew Before I Did

Power.

Prayer.

Provision.

It showed up in my writing this week. One piece at a time. A story about small-town politics. A blog post about showing up before you feel ready. A fictional truck driver who thinks he’s the hero of his own story. A dinner table connecting us to four generations. A question about what it costs to go first in a conversation you’ve been avoiding. When I looked back at the week and paid attention, that’s when I saw it. One thread. Running through all of it. Tying it together.

Power ran through everything, but not where I expected to find it. It moves through systems. Through politicians who’ve forgotten why they ran. Through council members trading favors before anyone calls a meeting to order. Through people who keep ignoring consequences because nobody’s made it painful enough to stop. That’s one kind of power. The kind that fills a room and costs everyone around it something. But the other kind kept showing up too. The man who said not me and got chosen anyway. The woman who finds a wallet in a parking lot with nobody watching, and has to decide who she is in that moment. I saw myself in both of them. Power shows itself quietly, doing the right thing when it would be easier not to.

Prayer showed up in the honest places. Willingness. How worthiness isn’t the entry requirement; showing up is. How I put off the conversations that matter because later feels safer than right now. Then later turns into never. A dinner table that starts as obligation and becomes optional over sixty years. The thing we lost along the way was the habit of gathering. The discipline of showing up at a set time for people we love. All of it circled the same question. What does it cost to go first, before you feel ready? That’s a prayer question. It lives right at the edge of what I’m willing to do.

Provision surprised me most looking back. Because while I was writing about those things, something else was happening. A LinkedIn profile. An email signature. A daily posting habit. A way for people to find the work. Tables kept getting set. And the full picture only came into focus when I laid it all out together. That’s the Five Minute Observations thing, right there. Stay close enough to notice the small moment. Write it down before it disappears. Provision kept moving whether I noticed it or not. The writing just caught up to it.

Maybe you had a week like this where the things pulling at you turned out to be more connected than they looked.

Maybe you’ve been circling a question without naming it yet.

The thread is already there.

Stop long enough to see it.


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